Just shut up and take it easy for like five fucking minutes, will ya? You have already said enough...maybe too much and its time for you to just shut up. When you talk as much as you do, you really aren’t saying anything…so…just…shut…up.
Stop obsessing and questioning and for God’s sake, stop fucking thinking about it.
Take a breath, smoke a cigarette and have a drink…most importantly just take it easy.
Don’t make me smack you.